Too young

just too young to be diagnosed as having hypertension.
dalam few months lepas,ada kes makan kambing besar2an hasil jamuan sabahat kesayangan.
makan memang tak ingat badan.tak ingat risiko.
and since that few times jugak been having thing "melayang2",headaches, dizzi tp yelah mana suka komplen so just pop pills then buat macam biasa.
but semalam terdetik nak pergi test BP bcoz since pagi tu rasa tehuyung hayang.
and the result?
OH MY!!
first reading: 166/118
panic attack terus. accompanied by watery eyes a bit. HAHA losers!
second: 146/111
they advised me to see doc but as always,refuse!
later nani ask me to take amlo 5..and after 2 hours i recheck my BP
first reading: 155/116 BENCIKAN
second:160/103 PSEUDO-HEARTATTACK!!!
nurse advised me AGAIN to go and see the doc..me promised her but must finish my work first lah..
filling few meds,check here and there..until all the pembantu start bising and halau me to see the doc..
gila concern..mungkin takut aku pitam kat situ takdak sapa larat angkat.haha
oklah.FINALLY jumpa jugak doktor..dah 4 lebih..ditemani nani..and my last reading untuk haritu was 147/108..doc nak start medicine tapi aku buat muka tekejut and she was like : ok ok..if u tak happy,kita found out dulu..see me again monday..for this this this and that test and we'll talk..for this weekend,check your BP everyday once..

so baiklah doktor!!!saya patuh laaa akhirnyaaa...
T___T
so nebes la ni..dah la appoinment 8pagi..isnin plak tu..patient ramaiii..kesiannya nak tinggalkan farmasi tu..dah la ramai cuti..
tak cukup kakitangan..waiting time nak kene kejar lagi..pegawai takda..sapa nak telefon dokter nak clarify..nak gaduh dengan patient lagi..nak make sure DD tu dijage baik lg..and ni dah masuk bulan 10 soo KPI bulan 9 nak kene buat!!statistik spub bulan 9 tak buat lg..n most important my ubat SPUB for poslaju isnin ni tak pack lg..ade berbelas-belas freaking parcel ok!!!macammana niiii!!!semuanya urgent plak tuuuu....PANIKKKKKKK

so im planning to bukak my farmasi tomorrow (ahad),bwk balik file etc and try finish what possible.nanti monday boleh terus pack ubat SPUB je..tengok lah macammane besok! sigh*
and i shud b resting right now..
and my latest BP readiing td,kat private klinik, 140/90...
bravo ewa!!sikit je lagi.